been a long time

and of course i was off again - to bangalore for a tremendously fun week - full of daru (alcohol) and desserts! back now, and so unhappy to be back...sigh! moved out btw - out of the crime scene to my office apartment - very nice except that ODing on the boss and his family. lovely people. but need to meet more people. and although i live next to the oldest and most famous/ prestigious of design schools in the country - still cant walk upto cool strngers to say hi. sigh! am such a loser...

and lovely

nothing is fair in love or war.

going down down down

down down down

exhausting trip - eight days, seven cities, all where i have lived and learnt, and whipping around them left me fairly exhausted - emotionally and physically. phone conks off and i am left isolated, and finally new people to live in the bungalow, friction friction - and today morning major cash and two phones missing - not mine but the friction kind of exploded. and news that the next project may not come through at terms i was expecting.

seriously depressed.

seriously wish there was someone to call and go for a coffee for.

sometimes this hopping across the country sucks.

lightened

blink...
blink...
blank!

my phones conked off - battery really
no beeps, rings, alarms or tones
no calls, messages or offers to win movie tickets...

peace!

but for some panic i feel every night thinking of people trying desperately to get in touch, but they arent. one more thing that i carry around but use not so much out of need... baggage!

actually

it flows and ebbs,
night, actually, is an inky liquid

i can fly,
actually, i swim in my dreams