And cheers to you too!

not that its the first time its happening - but when it hits you, it is sudden - and tragic - someone you knew, pretty well at a time, getting engaged/ married/ committed to an asylum. someone with whom things didnt end so well - no he wasnt the love of your life, not even the love of the season, not even a crush - someone you just used to go out with - and then something just went wrong - now you're not even a part of his conciousness and he's doing all that you arent doing and in that happy bright picture you arent a part of - and you cant do anything about it, yeah ok, get married to the next/last guy who asked you/ turn up at the engagement/ send hate mail - but baby what hurts the most is that he has no reason left to care a damn about any of these ... its not asif it matters... not as if you really care, but somewhere a little sunshine seems to have moved on to other people's life and you are reduced to the small dark scheming shadow, email me a curse that works - he doesnt deserve to be happy after being so mean - and yahoo launchcast plays sinead o' connor - gimme a break, i don't really care, really.