in case

you were worrying about me, which in most cases will certainly be not the case, - posts like the last one - are just once in a while eruptions, just my tendency for melodrama, to exhale toxic thoughts etc.. and i am fine

given up on the laptop, settlling for a mp3 phone, and hopefully buying it this week , also buying clothes if i can find the right place to pick up what i can almost imagine but couldnt find...
and found this room in a bungalow with a huge terrace where peacocks visit - and waltz in the rain - reading an average of two books a week and planning three vacations!! and seen three useless movies... and tried to drown in the drizzle yesterday - wow this place really does need rain for the weather to cheer up...

on the downside - unexpected cat visit totally spooked me, and the total absence of sound while reading unnerves me sometimes ( hence the phone) and electric kettle can only give you insta noodles and tea - so i starve often - too lazy to go out alone, too unsociable to ask anyone -

living alone makes you appreciate many a things - instability for instance - ha ha - but i love the fact that rightnow i simply dont have to do anything i dont want to do,

i dont have to be polite, i dont have to be right, i can cook, i can starve, as long as the money trickling in is enough for me to live on, this year i dont care,

any maybe noone else does too

but it is well worth it - this year of wanderings wonderings... bangalore - jaipur - delhi - pune and now ahmedabad next stop kolkata.... whew!!