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You are Form 6, Elfin: The Wyld.

"And The Elfin saw the evil and
misjudgement in the world and shot her arrow at
the sky. Bolts of lightning struck the earth
and gave the world balance and
growth."

Some examples of the Elfin Form are Demeter (Greek)
and Khepry (Egyptian).
The Elfin is associated with the concept of growth
and balance, the number 6, and the element of
water.
Her sign is the half moon.

As a member of Form 6, you are a very balanced
individual. You can easily adapt to most
situations and you may be a good social
chameleon. You aren't afraid of changes in
your life, but sometimes you evolve too
rapidly, leaving others to think that you are
leaving them behind. Elfin are the best
friends to have because they are open minded.


Which Mythological Form Are You?
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Two represents interaction, two-way communication
(as opposed to one-way) cooperation, and
balance. You are imaginative, creative, and
sweet natured. To save me from having to put
each of these in a sentence each, the following
describe you; peace, harmony, commitment,
loyalty and fairness. But there are two sides
to the coin. Twos also introduce the idea of
conflict, opposing forces, and the contrasting
sides of things; night and day, good and evil,
so on and so forth. You can be withdrawn,
moody, self-consious, and indecisive.
What does your name and arithmacy say about you? (some simple knowledge of adding is required on your part)
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hum hum hmmmmm

i love launch cast
i love barenakedladies
and i love the fact you can get lyrics superquick just when you need to sing along

On an evening such as this
It's hard to tell if I exist
If I pack the car and leave this town
You'll notice that I'm not around
I could hide out under there
I just made you say "underwear"
I could leave but I'll just stay
All my stuff's here anyway

get it? did you? did you get the part of under there - under where - under wear?!!

how to learn danish

1. Have a danish boss who has a powerbook G4
2. Make sure that the G4 software is mostly in English - but has photoshop in Danish!
3. Forget to order an extra computer for yourself, use his!

gem som... gem ikke, ja!

*alternatively, this is also your chance to learn the entire photoshop menus by heart! distort - edit - transform - 4th!!

why are we here

I just realised - this blog is pointless!! yes, it's just me bored and writing stuff that I neither want to write nor anyone wants to read. A part of it is because I can't write to an anonymous audience and part of it is that I am not right now cheerful enough to post anything happy, nor depressed enough to post anything profound - not thinking enough to post anything worthwhile at all. And yes, my writing skills need polishing and my photography is also not that great - so I have nothing to sell - am one useless face in the crowd - with no photo in my profile...

swoon moon!! 

the suspense that killed me

if anyone was visiting this blog at all at all - but 2 comments, i am so surprised!! dont think they mean much... i dont think any of this has begun being interesting, but maybe it would be soon - meanwhile you can swoon at the beautiful moon - again from my window on a sleepless warm night... sigh!!

Relationships and why they work and don't -

(also why at 25, single and unattached, I am not a part of the rishta loop)
prompted by posting on http://pakibarbie.blogspot.com/
I have this theory about how love is like a connection - like a cosmologoical connection not really requiring solidities of life. Not requiring compatibilities as we view them but like a spark or wavelength connection - a very undefinable elusive phenomenon. Could be between a human and an idea - (Meera and Krishna) or I could so easily fall for some character in a book or a close friend falls for someone forty years older - and a gora at that... But the physical manifestation as in the actual relationship requires it to be convenient to really work, meera could love krishna, and i can love my village potter, but in real life you dont stand a chance, not unless you can really define and restrict contexts of existance or switch the rest of your brain off. the existence of two conflicting parts of brain is quite painful. So a socially appropriate "suitable boy" with all paper qualifications - the right job, the right height, the right family connectins could really be very easy to live with and very convenient to raise children with, but thats not how I will fall in love or discover the cosmological connect - and really, I don't know how I will ... if at all... I promise my next mail will be cheerful and nice, right now am quite cynical...

buzz and the haze 

the bee and the city

and my fascination with my tenth floorness continues - been so down to earth ground or first floor all my life - loving the wind and hating the heat- and yesterday morning a whole swarm of aggressive bees suddenly zero on to ledge outside my bathroom window and start hive building - BIG BUZZ! - and build the HUGE buzzing multistorey of their own - and go on in the sweltering heat working industriously all day just so at night they can accost any bright light and act silly... not so unlike the rest of the simmering city...

And cheers to you too!

not that its the first time its happening - but when it hits you, it is sudden - and tragic - someone you knew, pretty well at a time, getting engaged/ married/ committed to an asylum. someone with whom things didnt end so well - no he wasnt the love of your life, not even the love of the season, not even a crush - someone you just used to go out with - and then something just went wrong - now you're not even a part of his conciousness and he's doing all that you arent doing and in that happy bright picture you arent a part of - and you cant do anything about it, yeah ok, get married to the next/last guy who asked you/ turn up at the engagement/ send hate mail - but baby what hurts the most is that he has no reason left to care a damn about any of these ... its not asif it matters... not as if you really care, but somewhere a little sunshine seems to have moved on to other people's life and you are reduced to the small dark scheming shadow, email me a curse that works - he doesnt deserve to be happy after being so mean - and yahoo launchcast plays sinead o' connor - gimme a break, i don't really care, really.

As If

That is to be the name of my design company... one day... seems a fine enough night to start at least a blog instead ... been on a continuous trip these past five years... collecting experiences like postcards ... wondering where next ... hoping this would be (virtual but at least) an anchor...